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y'know, i kinda knew what is going to happen, i knew that it would happen. and even though i didn't really think about it too much ( i think its called denial people!), i thought i'd react so much differently then i am. i thought i'd be such a mess, y'know, crying, sad, upset, creeping back into my shell kinda stuff.
But you know what? i'm absolutely fine about it....actually even more then fine, i'm really excited about what's going to happen. to see the happiness on their faces, the way they talk about each other, i know that this is the way it's meant to be! and ever since i found out, my moods have gotten better. like, much better. every one of my friends will tell you that. i guess the reason why i'm so happy is A) my best friends are the happiest they've been, and with each other and B) its kind of closed the whole chapter. this was the last step in me getting over him, and now that i'm free of all those feelings, i'm great! so its closure, and my best mates being 200% happier then they have been. you don't know how great it is to see them happy. its an amazing feeling.

so now, its time to go look not for a DG (distraction guy), as i don't need distracting anymore. i'm just looking for A Guy. any guy. no, wait, thats not true. not just any guy. in fact, y'know what? cut all that. i don't even need a guy, i don't need to be looking for one. but bec, we shall still go perving. for sure. remember, we settled it as a plan, yeah??! and i'm holding you to it.

hmm. i need more photos for my corkboard. and i need more money i think. when i was working today, i was looking at all the homewares stuff, and i was thinking how much fun it would be to be buying all new stuff for a new apartment. i think it'd be great fun...as long as i had a roomate to go shopping with. friends make everything better.  : )

my iPod isn't behaving at the moment. bad iPod, bad! actually...it probably is behaving...i just can't work stuff!! siiilly jackie.

you know what bugs freak me out?? crickets. god they're freakin scary. they jump at you and shit. last night at work, we had heaps come in, they were everywhere! it was so gross. Bonnie cut one of their heads off. eeeewwww. i'm hungry now. lets go eat, shall we?

peace out. i have three bottles of mount franklin in my room. :S    WTF?? why so many??
random. yeah. sorry.
i like working at target :D
good arfternoon and good night.

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